Orphakids Role Play: WELCOME FANDOM!!!

(No! He was trying to be protective. He didn't know he was walking in on her changing. And fuck Courtney. He just defended her when she was only dating him to make Blake jealous and she slammed the door in his face? They were even sexting before! Or at least Courtney tried to...)

Odin closed Shatter's door without a word and stood in silence for a moment along with the others. "Um..." The glow in Odin's eyes dimmed. A quick cough lead to a serious nose bleed. Damn it, how much blood could I loose today? Instinctively, Odin wiped it away with his sleeve.

"So now what are you going to do? Huh?" Felicity questioned. She turned Odin around, her one hand on his shoulder slowly sliding down, the other on his chest. She looked up into his deep royal purple eyes, uncovered by his hair. She was getting uncomfortably close, but her seductive voice somehow let this pass. Odin's breathing became heavier. He lifted his chin slightly to remove his face from her upcoming hand.

"Are you going to leave us to care for Shatter and her trauma, or are you going to go back in there?" Felicity answered the silence. After a moment of stare-down, Odin's voice came out quietly, and certainly not shyly.

"I am going to stand here and wait for her to come out so I can apologize. But in the mean time, I'm going to make sure you never bother her again." Odin's voice got louder and louder as he continued. The group of girls got scared. They all knew he could do damage, but were not really sure how much. Caitlyn and Kayla ran off in a fright. Lauren backed away slowly then turned and ran downstairs. Felicity didn't move. She stared him in the eye.

"I'll ask you again. What do you really plan on doing?"

".dias I sa tsuJ" Felicity's confused face almost let Odin laugh. But not quite enough. “Do you really want to find out?” Felicity finally let go of Odin and step back. She ran off to go find Lauren. “That’s what I thought.”

The tall teenager finally walked away sluggishly. He was still loosing blood. Why haven’t I stopped bleeding yet? It slowly bringing him to another painful death to come back and suffer. He stopped in front of his room. Collapsing. Only then, did the blood finally stop running.

Courtney finally came out of her room. She looked around. This was not something she would wear. She found an old dress that was now very short on her and was wearing that. She threw a light yellow shirt with flowers on it over top. Both of these wear from her childhood that were now tight and provocative on her. To finish the look she was on an electric blue snap bracelet and a dark blue beanie with orange stitching to hold it together, rarely showing itself in the pattern for highlights. Her white shoes clicked as she walked down the hall way looking to see what had happened, she listened the whole time. Odin didn’t think either of them even knew that he was trying to stand up for them.

“Odin?” Her now nicely make-up filled face looked down on him. He didn’t respond, but if he could, he would have said how nice he looked, just to cover what had happened.

(If possible, make Shatter wear something like this, in her size obviously. http://www.aliexpress.com/item/2012-Girls-Suits-Girl-s-3-pieces-suits-Girl-s-Cardigan-outerwear-short-sleeve-printing-T/715701460.html)

Shatter sat on her floor still blushing and held her face. 

"That was so weird.." She whined out softly. Putting on a cream colored belly shirt with the word 'Hi' in a heart on the front, 'Bye' written on the back. Then she tugged on black skinny jeans, applying light grey eyeshadow and clear lipgloss she walked out of her door. 

"Oh hi Courtney and...Odin?" She looked down at the male in confusion. Courtney grinned and hugged Shatter,

"How'ya doin' Shatter?" Courtney asked. Shatter just smiled sheepishly and murmured,

"My insides feel out of place at the moment but I'm fine, you?" Courtney just nodded with a welcoming smile. 

"Well then, how are you Odin?" Courtney asked, curiously.

Odin's eyes tightened shut. He moaned in pain. There wasn't much he could to do help himself. He unmotionly laid on the gound. Courtney looked at him. 
"Excuse me? I asked you a question."

Odin's head was spinning. His body was paralyzed. He closed his eyes, hoping his nausea would go. his breathing slowed down. He went even more pale. His eyes rolled up. Odin coughed and passed out. His mind went blank.

"Hey. Drama queen. What's wrong with you?" Courtney's black flirting hit his heart. She still just couldn't work her feelings out towards him. Insulting him then kissing him was just her style.

Shatter pursed her lips debating on whether she should be mean to Odin too, or just tell Courtney to stop. Biting her lower lip, she murmured, 

"It doesn't feel right being mean to someone I met in the dream world..." Gulping she clenched her fists into balls and said with a bit of frustration in her voice, 

"Courtney stop being rude and trying to flirt with him..?" It came out more as a question. The cat-girl mentally cursed herself, her tail swishing side to side in frustration. But remembered a little girl with a cute pet toy rabbit. Smiling she walked over to Odin and crouched down by him. Murmuring,

"Did you by any have a weird dream? If so do you remember a cute little girl with a pet toy rabbit that was alive?"

Odin laid back, his cold and motionless. Courtney noticed his unconsciousness. She let out a sigh. "Shatter, he's long gone. Talking won't do much use," She sat him up, a quick kiss on the check lead to a smile. Working her emotions out for him wasn't something to do now. She picked him up as best she could and brought him downstairs. She came to the nurses' office and left him on a table. "He passed out from blood loss."

The nurse looked at him confused, then at Courtney. She lifted his sleeve and showed his self harm marks. The nurse was quite taken back. She ruffled his hair and smiled. "I'll just leave him to be sleeping. I'm not dealing with this kid right now. He comes down here too often."

Courtney looked at her confused. She opend his jacked and looked down his sleeve. Marks everywhere are both arms. Two on his neck, one behind his right ear. She was now taken back aswell. Her eyes widen. "Did, did I make him do this?"

Courtney felt tears well up into her eyes and she blinked back the warm, hot tears that threatened to spill. Biting her lower lip she murmured,

"I had....I had no idea he cut himself....I-I'm sorry Odin....even if you can't hear me..." Walking out of the nurses' office she leaned against the wall and put her face in her hands, tears streaming down her pale cheeks, guilt flooding her and weighing on her like a bag of weights. 

"What's wrong Court?" Candi asked, bending down and tilting up Courtney's head with a finger under the sobbing teen's chin. 

"O-Odin cuts himself b-because of me!" She immediatly began crying yet again, each sob racking the girl's body. Candi pursed her lips in a tight line, then smiled and murmured,

"S'okay Courtney, I'm pretty sure you didn't cause this, it was most likely me." Courtney's head snapped up and she stuttered,

"B-but!-"

"No buts, now lets go clean up that pretty little face." Candi said with a smile. Courtney sniffled and smiled, her mascara on her cheeks, and her hair frizzed up. Nodding the two headed towards the bathroom.

Courtney's tears formed a river, running off her face. She quickly got to a sink and washed the tears and make-up off her face.

"So... You know those popular girls?" Candi nodded, "Well, they asked me and Shatter to join, but I don't know. I feel really terrible and sick about the whole thing now... They want me to turn on Odin..."
~Back in the Nurse's Office~

Odin lay on the bench for a while longer. The nurse walked over to him finally. He snorted, then coughed, then hacked. Odin finally sat up, coughing into his elbow. He opened his eyes and looked around in a haze.

"What?" He groaned. 

"Passed out again and your friends brought you down."

Odin crossed his arms and looked down. "I don't have any..."

"Whatever you say kid. But two of the girls were pretty sad."

Blake came over to Shatter. "Hey babe, you okay? What's got you all sad?" The popular girls came to join. They looked into the glass wall and saw Odin who had taken off his jacket due to the nurse's orders. They saw all the scars of self harm. Lauren gasped to herself. Felicity smirked and laghed.

"He's such a freak," Felicity insulted once more. While being said, in the nurse's office, Odin rolled up the pants to his knees and turned around. The nurse had asked if there where more. There were about the back of his calves.

"You really got creative kid."

"Thanks..." Odin didn't look up to see the girls. He just looked at the bench. Felicity strolled up to the glass and knocked. Odin's head jerked up. Odin's eyes glowed brightly at her. But he didn't move. His eyes were locked on her. He saw her lips moving as she gestured at him through the glass. He couldn't hear her though.

Courtney walked back towards the nurse's office, a smile on her face. Then quickly ran back to the bathroom, suddenly having the need to let out her Niagara Falls, passing Candi. Candi skipped along, humming 'I Want Candy' her red and brown eyes focused on the popular girls. 

"Guys, look it's the freak, he even cut his calves, how pathetic~" Felicity said, her little posse laughing. Candi noticed and bound over, a jump in her step.

" Oh and look it's the little ugly bitch~!" Lauren laughed, then Felicity whispered quickly to her,

"Lauren, you little idiot, that girl could murder us faster then if we say 'Oh crap' so shut up and act nice or run!" Candi pursed her lips, her fists tightening. Walking up to Lauren, she punched her in the jaw, making the female fall. Felicity screeched and Candi grabbed her neck, a sick and twisted grin on her face as she said,

"I'M A BITCH NOW HUH?! WELL YOUR A LITTLE ASSHOLE WHO LIKES TO RUIN PEOPLE'S LIVES! SO I MIGHT AS WELL SHOW YOU WHAT IT'S LIKE FOR THEM!" Candi growled and threw the female to the ground. She straddled the female and repeatedly punched the living daylights out of the girl. Candi grinded her teeth together and yelled one punch after the other, 

"THIS ONE IS FOR SHATTER! THIS ONE IS FOR COURTNEY! THIS ONE IS FOR ODIN! THIS ONE IS FOR EVERYONE ELSE YOU'VE HURT!" Tears streaming down her face she yelled,

"AND THIS ONE IS FOR TURNING ME INTO THE MONSTER I AM!" Then with one last punch, Felicity fell unconcious. One of the nurses ran over, grabbing Candi by the arm and yanking her up, 

"Young  Miss who do you think you-" She immediatly stopped, trembling quite a lot seeing the killer look in Candi's eyes. A hand grabbed Candi's. 

"That's enough Candi." Courtney said calmly. Candi immediatly spun around. Courtney stared at the female. Candi trembled and immediatly fell to her knees, sobbing uncontrollably. 

"I'M SORRY!" She repeated over and over, tears spilling out onto the floor, creating a pool of water. 

"I'm a monster, a murderer, a bit of a cannibal! I'm a terrible person I....it's hard and no one understands that...that I snapped when Shatter left me and the teasing and bullying got worse! It's so hard and I..I just wanna go home! I wanna go home! I just want someone to understand! I don't like it when I realize I've killed or hurt someone! I-I...I just want a-a friend! Please understand! I just want someone to understand, a t-true friend.....please...I wanna go home...." Candi wailed and sobbed. Courtney kneeled down next to Candi, hugging the young female's shaking and trembling form, gently murmuring,

"It's okay, shhh, it'll be okay." Singing a quick lullaby, Candi fell asleep in Courtney's arms, dried tears coating the female's cheeks. Poor girl, the bullying and teasing really took a toll on her fragile sanity... Courtney thought stroking Candi's chocolate brown hair. Looking at the window that showed the nurses office she locked eyes with Odin.

The nurse let Odin out again, giving him two sets of gauze and medical tape... Again. He thanked her and walked out. He has somewhat understood what Candi said, but wasn't sure. He walked out looking at the ground. He walked over to Candi. It was obvious he hated her for what she did to the girl of his dreams, but he still had some pretty important advice.

He pulled her up by the shoulder violently, in a sort of a rage like the other times they had talked, and looked her dead in the eye.

"Don't just waste time sitting around and being sad. The past is the past. You can't change what happened by crying. Using less time to be pissed off, could make time to plan for how to fix or avoid more problems. It doesn't solve anything. The more time you waste being sad, the more you regret," Odin let go of her shoulder, and looked back at the ground and walked back to him room, his fists deep in his pockets. He got about half way up the stairs before trudging back down, somewhat stomping and speed-walking at the same time back to the nurse's office and picked his jacket back up, pulled it on, and went back upstaits muttering to himself. He slammed his door shut and locked it.

Great. Now nothing, nothing, good came come out of this. Great... 

"Damn, that guy is messed up. Hah, he needs to keep band-aids arounds he's so reckless!" Blake interrupted the silence. Courtney stood up and put her arm around Candi's shoulders, staring in awe. She shook her head quickly to remove herself from her fantasy.

"What just happened?" Courney asked, still confused.

"So ya still gonna be popular?" Blake asked, being the ass her was.

Courtney looked over at Blake and shrugged, 

"I'm so-so about it at the moment." Candi still trembled and said,

"I-I need to go outside.." The brunette (Crap forget out to spell today) ran outside and immediatly climbed one of the trees that was outside of the orphanage. Clinging to a branch she thought about what Odin had said and wondered if she should go say thank you for the kind words. Looking at the orphanage she sighed and rested her chin on the branch.

Shatter hummed and walked towards Odin's room. Knocking on the door, she murmured,

"Odin, you in here?"

"Go away," Odin threw his jacket at his closet. He was not in the mood for this. He got a pair of pajamas from his drawer and dropped them into a bag with his tooth brush, comb, tooth paste, shampoo, conditioner, soap, and other showery items. He took off his tie and gave up on his shirt. He dropped his belt to the ground and pulled a towel over his shower. Now shirtless, marks on the rest of him were shown. Some on his shoulders and near his spine and the rest of the space cluttered with scars aswell. He didn't seem to care. He slung his towel over his shoulder and opened the door.

Seeing as Shatter was still standing outside waiting for him, she shoved past her and walked down to the bathroom all the way too the other side of the hall at girls' side. Odin noticed another guy with green hair and somewhat hippy clothes. He caught up with him and walked down the hall with him, talking. 

While almost at the outside of the bathroom on girls' side. The boy with the green hair stopped and looked at Odin's back and arms. He looked at him with amazement he had done all this to himself. They walked into the bathroom and got the the area with the showers.

"Why did you do that?"

"It sort of relieves the pain."

"How?"

"Hurting yourself to put yourself back in your place for all the terrible things you've done? I don't know. I've been doing this for like... A long time now."

"You really shouldn't."

"Can't stop now," Odin's final words of that. He closed the curtain of the bathroom and turned on the water. He had already hung his items on the hook outside the shower. the water ran down his face and trailed down his body, soaking his hair. He got out the hair stuff while continuing his conversation with his friend, Makin.

Candy jumped down onto the ground and ran into the orphanage. Seeing Shatter standing near the end of the hallway, she ran towards her.

"SHATTERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR" She said loudly.

"What!?!" Shatter said irritatedly.

"Where's Odin?" Candi asked innocently. Shatter facepalmed and murmured,

"The bathroom, showering probably....."

"THANKS!" Candi said and ran off towards the boy bathroom. Sneaking in she giggled silently and hid in one of the stalls. Is this normal? She thought, Of course it is! Sarcastic brain said. Maybe we should scare him, but then again we're talking about Odin....I'll try I guess! Listening, she waited to hear the water turn off, not sure if there was another presence there. (pretty sure I can't spell tonight XD Dad's friend is also coming over : P)

The two boys spoke with extreme sarcasim in their voices when they weren't singing at the top of their lungs, until the point of girls.

"So you still like that pink-haired chick?"

"N-no!"

"Haha. You still love her! You still love her!"

"Shut up!"

"Dude, your dye is wearing out. I can see the blue streak in the water."

"Really? Wait, what the fuck was that?" Odin heard the noise of someone else. Normally they were alone.

"What?"

"Nothing. Hah! You need to dye your hair again too!"

"Damn really? Wait, how? My hair was always green."

"I can't ever freaking trick you!"

"You can give me a treat though!"

"I'm not kissing you," Odin's retort echoed, he turned the water off. The boy with the green hair sighed.

"One day, one day..." Odin shook his head. Blue water flicked out of his hair. Since he was in the boy's bathroom, he didn't bother putting his towel on. Him and his friend went over to the benches and hooks they put their clothes on. Odin just got on boxers, a wife beater, and socks. His friend had long pajama bottoms, no boxers of course, and a matching pajama shirt.

"Aren't you hot?"

"Why thank you."

"Not what I meant."

"Still makes you cooler than me."

"No man. No. Stop it."

"If I could, write a song to make you FALL IN LO~VE!"

"No. Stop it. I don't know you!" Odin laughed. His hair flat against the back of his head, moving his bangs to the side.

While they brushed their teeth and other things, Makin continued his singing. Odin showed off his rabid self - more like tooth paste mouth, to his friend.

Makin finally stopped singing as they left the bathroom carrying their things. As their walked down the hallway, Makin looked over at Odin's chest. "Dude, your muscles show through your shirt," his left hand touched Odin's abs and slid down.

"What muscle? Tch."

"That muscle!" Makin pointed to his arms. Odin shook his head.

"No," Odin went back to his room and locked the door. He put the bag on the floor next to his closet. He sat down on the floor, rather then jumped onto his bed. He felt a million times better after talking to his friend. Meditation certainly wouldn't be bad though.

Odin balanced his spine and closed his eyes. He thought back to earlier in the day. Back to yesterday. Back to his dream... His dream... Shatter would never like him like he did in the dream. Letting his subconscious mind come through, taking note of any shadows, he felt just a bit too relaxed and fell over. He looked around, "What?"

Candi hopped out of the stall and pouted. 

~With Shatter~

Shatter hummed and went back to go check on Odin. Before knocking on the hard wood, she ran back to her room. Heart racing, she felt tingly. Plopping onto her plush bed, she brought her knees to her chest and buried her bright red face inbetween them. Letting out a muffled scream her hot frustration tears glided down her face. 

"He probably thinks I barely exist!" Thoughts of Odin ever liking her in her dream flooded her mind like a powerful river crashing into her fragile  skull. 

"Shatter? You okay?" Courtney said outside her door. 

"Y-yeah...." Shatter said, her voice cracking. She heard Courtney's footsteps echo in the hallway, fading into the background's quiet. Getting up, Shatter went over to her desk. A small silver laptop stood open. Typing in Cemetary Weather - Isles & Glaciers. Smiling and sniffling she let her imagination allow her to imagine Odin hugging her or kissing her. Hugging her body to keep some warmth in, she smiled widely, then turned up the music, which could now be heard almost all around the orphanage, reaching the boy's side too, even downstairs.

                                    I will be with you until we are- buried together- Cemetary weather~

Odin got up from his fallen meditation pose. He got up on to his bed. He decided to rip his shirt off and jump on. He pulled his blanket over him. He let his dreams go wild. It went back to his dream. A shoot of pain ran down his back. He sat up with a yelp. He was in a cold sweat, his breath heavy. He looked around, then to his charging phone. 62% 1:03 A.M.

"I know..." Odin pulled his shirt over his messy hair, he looked an emo anime cutie. He ran down the hall, his socked feet making little patting noises on the carpeted floors. He went to Courtney's door and Shatter's. He lightly opened them, and slammed the two back together, hitting each other. Odin ran back to his room, jummping in his bed, not bothering with closing the door.

His rush got him comepletely awake. A small grin ran across his face, a little giggle. He let out a sigh. His hands smoothed down his sides. His hands rubbed his thighs. A little grumble left his mouth before sliding his hand down his boxers and letting his hand lightly rub himself. His face got a little blushed, thinking about a few girls. He didn't think much of his open door or his dastardly work.

Shatter bolted up right and looked around quickly.

"DAMN IT SHATTER, WHAT DID I TELL YOU ABOUT DOING THAT?!?!?" Courtney yelled. Shatter pouted and got up, opening her door, then running down the hall towards the boys' part of the orphanage.

"Dang it Odin why did you-" She got stopped  short, as she saw what Odin was doing, her face became redder than a tomato. Biting her lower lip she said,

"A-am I interrupting something?"

Odin flushed bright red aswell. He dived under his blanket and looked up, only his eyes and above showed, "Go away!! You-you didn't see that!!!" Odin yelled. His eyes didn't glow much, odd for him. Odin lifted his knee, hoping to avoid the embarrassing bump left in the sheet.

"Why are you still standing there?! I told you to leave! You're not even supposed to be on boys' side!"

It didn't occur to him, that Shatter already knew every inch of his whole body after yesterday. He didn't care who saw, it made him angry, annoyed, and embarrassed. And today wasn't the day to do that to him. Not after the nurse incident. 

Shatter bit her lower lip and looked away. Shutting the door quietly she muffled her squeak terribly. Sliding down the door, her hair blocking her face. She felt herself burning with embarassment, and she squeezed her eyes shut tightly. Her blushed only worsed, as she -happily- kept that picture in her head. Wait what was she thinking?!?!? Odin doesn't even like her... UGH I HATE HORMONES. Pulling her knees up to her chest, she hid her face in between them.

Odin got up from under the covers, hidden. He fixed his positioning of everything and opened his door just a crack. His eyes dimly shown. His bands covered this though. "Sorry you saw that... Should have locked the door... Or at least closed it... You've seen it already anyway..." Odin's flushed face alone was embarrassing. What am I doing?!

He stood at the door, still keeping it mostly closed. He was now wearing fuzzy pajama pants and a wife beater and slippers. All together, his scarred body wasn't covered. He gave up hiding it.

Odin slipped out of the door, and sat next to Shatter. His body temperature rocketed to an all time high. "Of only flushed fuscia damsel, one who had seen none of ever, delight afar."

Odin looked at his feet after he spoke. He took the hint that Shatter didn't understand that. But why not try to be a little showy. He had already shown enough.

Shatter lifted her head only to rest it on Odin's shoulder.

"I'm sorry too........" Shatter murmured twiddling her thumbs, her core feeling hot and swollen. Rubbing her legs together only made it worse. Biting her lower lip gently she closed her eyes.